Why I quit Reddit?

The short answer is that it was getting boring and monotonous. The dopamine started to decline after every post, so I personally wasn't benefiting from it anymore. If I don't get anything out of it, then what's the point of investing time and effort? I wasn't interested in doing charity on this platform.

Other reasons:

Well, there were a few other reasons as well. I had a constant fear every time I posted: "What if someone recognizes me on Reddit?" There's a high chance that quite a lot of people from my workplace must be on Reddit, after all, it's a tech company, and my colleagues are well-versed in any tech that's out there on the market. It's a no-brainer to assume that most of my male colleagues are there on Reddit.

One day while I was in my office, I was gazing around at the folks and thought to myself, how many would be active Reddit users? Maybe 60-80%? And out of those, how many are aware of gone-wild subreddits? Probably 40%? If they are active on Reddit, they obviously must have found their way into gone-wild communities. Which means there's a quite high chance that my colleagues have seen me nude on Reddit! Fuck, wow!

They might have even commented on my posts, chats, or perhaps even slid d*ick pictures into my DMs. That made me nervous, but also weirdly exciting. They would never in their wildest dreams have imagined that I, being the most introverted and silent person in the office, dared to have posted nudes on the internet. Ha! That felt thrilling, and also nervous and scary af!

There was another question that I asked myself, one that scared me but also helped me reflect and ultimately close down the account soon: "What if they already recognized me on Reddit and are probably acting innocent?" That scared the hell out of me, to be honest.

Well, that's what happens when I get a bit bored at the office and have too much time to think. I tend to overthink things. Too many "what ifs" can kill my peace of mind. Yet, I still overthink - my favorite pastime, I guess. Yeah, this is one of the reasons, but the primary reason remains: "What do I get by posting myself on Reddit?" A temporary dopamine rush? Sadly, that died out. So, I had to quit.

What happened post-Reddit?

Life happened. Both good and bad moments, like everyone else's. I moved countries for a while. I took up a new job. My work was exciting for a while, but then again, my sex life was sparse. Loneliness said hello quite often. Mundanity crept in again, and emptiness became my best friend. That's a feeling that's very hard to tackle. I felt clueless on how to keep myself excited. When the thrill is gone, everything looks ordinary.

However! The naughtiness or rather sluttiness in me has come back again, looking for a temporary dopamine fix. Maybe I'll come back on Reddit again, or have I already? ;)

See ya.